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shopping withdrawal symptoms

26 Jul

i constantly think about going to argyle st, or buchanan or anywhere else that spells shopping!

i think about it during lab, when im breaking the ampoules, when im changing into the hideous suits in sterile room, when im puttin on my labcoat, when i pee, when fry my ham, basically all the time.

is it cos i feel the need to compensate for not being able to shop in london?

or is it just me?

id walk all the way to argyle almost everyday  konnonnya to get fruits but any stupid idiot would know thats a lame excuse.

i have to go out. DAILY prn.  even if its just for a brief moment. it liberates me frm feeling too confined in my room.

i really dont know how am i gonna survive my exams. and im stressed cos im not stressed. which is a bad thing?

Bah! i need some serious motivation. but now i need to get some sleep. nites

ps: we hail from a democratic country where EVERYBODY’s decision is taken into account in any decision. Supposedly laH. stop acting like an authoritarian. it pisses me off. its weird cos i thought im immunised. looks like my adaptive immunity is wearing thin. is there a vaccine for this? i need it stat.